Born in the city of Elverum. lived in the municipality of Trysil until I was 5 years old, moved to Hamar city and lived there for a few month until I move to the Municipality of Løten and lived in the same house ever since. Now I am 23 years old and still live in the same house. Still it sais not so much about who I am.Going through school and it did not feel right, many felt different from the others, I felt like I was from a totally different planet. The world around me seems so wrong.
Ever since I was a little child I've been able to see dead people, Later I started to talk to them. Years later I've learned meditation, animal communication and healing. Being able to see, sense and feel so many things people did not even thought to be real have not always been easy. I've trained very hard to be able to control this and I've had people in the alternative community being extremely impressed when I was just 15 years old and still I was so open.
This was not the only thing. I was diagnosed with dyslexia at age 9-10-11 or so. When I went to school, my teachers just gave me up because there was so much they did not know about me, there breaking Article 26 in the Human Rights. I did not learn how to read or write until I started in the 7th grade. So I had some linguistic issue there.
At age of 12 I got the diagnosis Asperger's syndrome. Taken out of class and finally I could start learning. All through the 7th, 8th, 9th, 10th and an extra year I was supposed to relearn everything I had not learned the 6 first years at school and then up to the Gymnasy. So I tried to get a degree in "travel and service", I did not make it past first class in 3 years. I stated "I want to continue" and they told me there were no more to gain. The Aspergers makes it very hard to learn things that is not of my best interest. So breaking Article 26 in the Human Rights ones more I was out doing work that was not of my best interest either. The world has always been a strange place and many things people take for granted, I question. People act one way, I don't know why. People get offended by what I say, I don't know why. Like: Why is it OK to say this, but not OK to say the same thing by using different words? The meaning is still the same.
My body language is something I had to learn, it did not come naturally to me. I've done it a long time so it does come naturally. I needed to learn how to handle sound and light, so was it with my anger. I also needed to understand why Taboo existed, why I found the spiritual aspects so easy and also how I could live in my own fantasy world when it seems like others could not. I later learned that people in general does not have a open pineal gland and having your own world in your head is an autism thing. I will also add that clairvoyance and fantasy is not the same thing.
Seemly in the past I've felt small, useless and someone people reject. Later I learned: I created this reality for myself. I thought it was because I did not want to be anyone I was not so I kept being myself as good as I could, a though I did not ask myself "who am I?" until later. Still I was able to perform solo, made over 100 Duel Masters podcasts on YouTube, was able to run very far without having to stop, etc. Yet I did not see myself.I was on the bottom and the I learned a lots of things. I asked myself questions, I found out how the world function and I fell in love with myself. Now it all changed. I got interested in Visual Kei music. I dyed my hair and started dressing feminine. Used to be frightened of the thought that people might think I was gay, now I just encourage people to think so and then enlightened them when they see the truth. So many come to me with their problems and I like that. Just remember, I am here to find a solution, I am not a person you go to because you want my attention. I've learned how the world is put together and why some seem to be very popular and some not so much.
I feel like being creative and I want things to change, I become a vegetarian April 2. 2013 and it seems like I am one of the first out of many that will follow on this very important path. The meat industry has become the nr.1 problem on earth.
If you ask me about who are my friends, I will answer: I did not know if I had friends in the past, now I have so many friends in all ages and in different places on earth. There are so many people out there and I love all of U.
I turned my Aspergers to a gift, I have so many great potentuals with it. Also I am able to learn multiple languages all though I have dyslexia. I am going to make it to reach my goals in life, no matter what and no one can stop me. That is just because I am me and I am bloody awsome!
Sounds a bit egoistic, so let me tell U all this: Everyone on earth are the same, we are equal. If U are hurt, I feel it. If I am hurt, U feel it. It is built in us all, we are one. I realized that I am the intire univerce. It is not as crezy as it seems, gama energy is going through us all the time, it is going through the intire universe all the time and we are a part of it.
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New World blogs PORS : 2015
